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Date: Oct 09 2007, 6:36 amMood: Content
So I'm back on HAP. Nothing special, just thought I might as well announce it so as ot make it official. P.S. Just watched Resident Evil: Extinction...It kicked major ass.
Date: Aug 27 2007, 9:40 pmMood: Dont know
Well I am gone. The site failed before a year was up, peace out. shinatoX@hotmail.com for msn Mind0fNoMindx for aim shobogenzo.kaiin@gmail.com for email. peace and blessings to those who were my friends.
Date: Aug 25 2007, 11:06 amMood: Disappointed
This is a letter I wrote to my brother and thought it might hold significance for others, if nothing else may it bring you all blessings and peace, and bring you thoughts of wondrous things to come. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------
-sighs-
Such things as money and words are irrelevant...but they sure do make American life easier.
I await the day we shall be near Kyoto, in the hills with our own village started. Me and you as it's leaders, each with a traditional Asian wife who doesn't have to be asked to be that way, and she doesn't have to be asked to love us.
A traditional wife who will love us for us, who has the most gentle touch, the most kind heart, and is so naive it's cute.
A place where we can be us and enjoy what little life we have to live out on this earth. When we can look to the sky and truly smile, absorbing every second of happiness we can.
It is said America is a land of dreams, so we shall dream brother. We shall dream long until we fall into a sleep we shall not awake from.
There shall be fields with homes. Lands flourishing with vegetables, tree's and bushes of fruits, and waters flowing with fish. A sky of the blue-est color.
There shall be no need to fight others anymore. There shall be no need to hunt for true love. And there shall be no fighting for us to be close brother.
And then, there shall be serenity......
Date: Aug 06 2007, 10:31 pmMood: Content
So I uploaded some new pics of me, they are fairly recent.
Date: Aug 06 2007, 8:47 pmMood: Anxious
So I'm back for the moment. Not sure how long I'll be here, but yeah. Here I am, so talk to me.
Date: May 03 2007, 10:18 amMood: Other
Sorry people but I will only be on for short periods of time while I am looking for a job, until I get my new pc. Miss you all lots.
Date: Mar 21 2007, 2:52 pmMood: Sad
I am once again a rounin, just a wondering swordsman in the darkness and the shadows...
A man who hides his feelings and can't cry, is it because of me, is there something wrong with me that I am unaware of...If so PLEASE tell me what it is so I can fix it...I am tired of being hurt, tired of these girls abusing the one guy who treats them like they are a goddess, and I am tired of hearing the words "I love you." and the person saying them not meaning it...
What is so wrong with me, that this happens...
Am I that horrible of a person that I don't deserve love...
I give up on finding love...I am now a wondering swordsman, a Rounin...I will let love find me...
Date: Mar 16 2007, 2:36 pmMood: Hopeless
I have come to realize that my life does not matter anymore. So why am I still here, I serve no purpose. Can anyone give me ANY, just any one reason to live? No, because there is not one. There is no reason for me to be here, no one who loves me...I have found one girl I am falling for, only after another broke my heart. I will tell you guys her name in a few days...and I will let you know how it goes...if I do not reply it is because I have given up on life and walked away into this cold world...
Date: Mar 16 2007, 2:32 pmMood: Dont know
Does life really have to be so hard, was it made just to purely be hell? So why are the good people here too? Honestly, is there any reason for this hell to continue daily...does god (if there is one) wake up every morning just to simply go, "How can I possibly make this individuals life ANY worse?" ? I think it's something like that...there's no other explanation for the pain I go through on a daily basis...No other reason for my heart to be broken over and over just for it to happen again...you give your love to someone, they either lie to you or find some other way to break your heart in a cruel way. You try to protect someone and they yell at you for fighting their battles. You try to aid someone, and they complain they can handle their own lives. The blade that ran accross my skin before didn't release the pain, just the blood within, tonight I may try again. I do not know how much suffering one can take before they give up...But Duo Maxwell goes out fighting...
Date: Mar 16 2007, 2:25 pmMood: Confused
On the other side of the mirror is me
the me that I don't wish to face
why would I face someone I don't want to be
the other version, the shadow of me
I won't cry over things insignificant
and I won't fight over things that's senseless
These nightmares keep haunting me
and my demons keep laughing at me
am I that bad, am I really that evil
do I deserve this treatment, tell what I did to earn this
corruptness must rule the world
and hatred rules from within
now what's on the other side of the mirror
the person I won't ever be again...
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