I am once again a rounin, just a wondering swordsman in the darkness and the shadows...

A man who hides his feelings and can't cry, is it because of me, is there something wrong with me that I am unaware of...If so PLEASE tell me what it is so I can fix it...I am tired of being hurt, tired of these girls abusing the one guy who treats them like they are a goddess, and I am tired of hearing the words "I love you." and the person saying them not meaning it...

What is so wrong with me, that this happens...

Am I that horrible of a person that I don't deserve love...

I give up on finding love...I am now a wondering swordsman, a Rounin...I will let love find me...