ah ha... yeah.. say something cause you ain't mother fucker...

yeah.. yeah.. yeah..

ight, imma g and you're just a cheap bit trick,
i came up on the top and you just cheap ass bitch,
hungry thats me but i ain't starvin marvin like you,
if you wanna bite on this then you better bite harder than i do,
shit.. if i can spill it out to ya then i would say imma winner,
but shit.. you're a loser and you're a losing mother fuckin contender,
but i ain't hatin mother fucker, if you're trill ass nigga..
i suggest you keep you're hand on the gat and the finga on the mother fuckin trigga.
bullshittin aint my middle or first name,
but i can tell yours and that be the little pigeon man,
pickin up shit and dealin on the block,
while i come up in the maybach crusin on your block,
shit's hot, but i ain't flexin cause i be working on blowflexin,
don't get mad cause i'm cockin on ya and you be hestitatin'
and be mad stressin cause you ain't impressin the opposition and toppin the competition in this little awkard situation. lol
ha ha.. so fresh, uh huh, so clean, i be hoppin out the car and be lookin so mean.
so lean.. uh huh.. so me... play by the books and you just be .. uhh a fag.. it.. 
and that's it.. because it's it.. and the.. if you can't say anything then you just a fuckin deaf kid.
but i kid.. actually, i don't kid cause if i say one more thing, you just might forfeit..

yessir lol

i dont know what to say.. i feel like dying. but i keep telling people this year is so great but why don't i feel great today? i know i be saying some weird shit but i hope you can understand me. sometimes i would tell ya stuff and ya keep eye-in me..

 today don't feel the same. i feel like crying. but i keep my head up and hope tomorrow is gonna be a better day. i know i be depressed about some weird shit but i hope you can cope with me. sometimes i would tell ya stuff and ya could keep laughing to me.

today aint my day.. let it end.. imma drown my sorrows with liquor and i hope to not wake up with sorrow underneath my eyes.. cause my soul is too damned.. why do i think like this? i been stuck with myself so long.. i can't keep it up.. but i have to live on.. even if i cry tomorrow.. ill keep living on..

that when i'm on hap.. i feel chilled here. i don't have to worry about social understandings.. and that this place must be the first place where i made real internet friends. yeah.. ya'll niggas my friends lol. yeah i aint here for a date since i probably won't ever see ya girls in real life. as for the dudes same thing since i won't see ya niggas in real life either. sooo.. holla back at a nigga and keep it reals ight?!?!

yeahh.. sui fei in this bitch. =D

so i have to name 10 random things huhuhuh?!?!?

1. I love the opposite sex (females) entirely too much.
2. I love to eat foods with my fingers
3. I love drinking liquids more than eating food.
4. I get gas after drinking alot from the night before.
5. I wish the world was more like the world of final fantasy.
6. I love zombies and I wish my town would turn into zombies so I can run up on them like CJ from San Andreas.
7. I can't really rap nor sing.. lol
8. I hate pain.
9. I love fried french toast.
10. I miss home in hokkaido, japan

 imma tag that negro bleach, messe, AsianOceanBoi, DaveLin, vannguyen, jassey2, steffie, ghettobitch, ten, prettyinpink.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wM8teC2dseQ

sooo.. here it goes again, another day in my life,
speaking some knowledge in my vain to succeed and strive.
making more mistakes to learn from it,
life is too short to keep regrets and i keep goin.
money is always an issue but its something i don't really need,
instead i take in whatever i learn from the day and make a better me.
i know im not perfect and neither are you,
so dont look down on others cause that aint the thing to do.
keep ya head up and shine on,
step on those small stepping stones and keep ya mind strong.
sometimes its really not about the riches,
its really about you and forget the bitches.
so before i leave on my next attempt,
take in whatever i said.. cause when life gets at cha,
this is my day and thats what you tell them.

=D

For a min I was living a good life,

no troubles at all, enjoying the good times,

I had cash flow, stacks of cash coming into my pockets,

before i knew I was more broke than the guys on black tuesday at the stock markets.

Times are hard, I'm trying for the better,

hustlin the streets, trying to get my life back together.

Some people don't know it, Some people do,

When you by yourself you have more to pay, and that's to pay your dues.

Bills, loans, things that some people don't have to face,

for the hard working people, like me and you, we live day by day.

paycheck after paycheck, we needa stop it,

save up the cash, do something better, live it up for later so we dont have to worry about it.

now, i know some still don't understand, but when you outta cash and trying to live,

what do you got? your pride? sometimes it doesn't pay enough to strive and shit.

so before you do anything with what you don't got,

remember one thing, its you is all you do got.

cause times get hard when can't pay for nothing,

and it's really hard when you need that little something.

don't be foolish with your cash. save it up

or else what we eat will be another noodle in a cup.

why do i feel contained?

why do i feel ashamed?

the world ever changing

the mind slowly fading

nothing is going right way

it happens everyday

no one see's themselves

but they can see others

do we judge?

or are we judged?

is this is how our life should be?

or maybe it was fate and destiny.

a system beyond anyone's control

we follow it willingly

till our life takes its toll

we'll stand by here.. patiently.

contained.

i want to do something bigger with my life..

i want to change the world.
i'm tired of the media, tired i want to be an american idol, tired of the dance life, next, the surreal life, and all the stupid stuff people want to be and that's to be a puppet for someone's elses pleasure or entertainment..

i hate knowing that everyone is working for someone else and you have a deadline to make your bills come through for the month. knowing that you always have to struggle. what the world wants you to think is that you have to find your soulmate, parties, get married, get kids, raise kids, grow old and die.. and then more bills.

why are we doing this? why can't we just stop and for a second see that.. we can do something. change the world around. look at something beyond glamour, movies, music and so fourth.

are you satisfied knowing that you'll die working only for you and whoever you're with but never did anything with your life? so you became a pop star, what affects the world since you became one? you made another person wanting to be one. but it doesn't help.

so you became a movie star, what in the world have you change? nothing! just made more kids do plastic surgery so they can look like movie stars.

so you became a business man who makes well over 50 grand a year by sitting on your ass. you sit in a desk and brag to people how good you got it. but nothing in the world changes and all you did was make more people greedy.

all of this and people still walks around thinking they have their life made. and yet, sadly.. this will probably go on. until mankind is dead. i don't want to die knowing that i had no affect in the world we live in. i want to die with a cause, not because of a car incident, or because i was too damn old or i had cancer. all the people who tried to change the world met their deaths but their names still carry on. martin lurther king, gandi, ghangis khan, napeleon, hitler, and so fourth.

are we just going to sit around knowing that you're not going to be rich or will ever be. are we going to just go to school and then the next day just work for a company and be a paper pusher for the rest of your life? are we just going to be a father and mother to the next child to be born and make him or her do the same thing we did as we grew up. another puppet?

.. think about what life you're going with now. if you have that will to break from the brainwash you have now. take a step and reveal yourself before you die just like another puppet.

i wrote all of this because this is how i feel. - jason

in today's society, it's not what you are or who you are
it's what can you do and how you do it that leave you with satisfaction in today's society. - by me =D