i want to do something bigger with my life..

i want to change the world.
i'm tired of the media, tired i want to be an american idol, tired of the dance life, next, the surreal life, and all the stupid stuff people want to be and that's to be a puppet for someone's elses pleasure or entertainment..

i hate knowing that everyone is working for someone else and you have a deadline to make your bills come through for the month. knowing that you always have to struggle. what the world wants you to think is that you have to find your soulmate, parties, get married, get kids, raise kids, grow old and die.. and then more bills.

why are we doing this? why can't we just stop and for a second see that.. we can do something. change the world around. look at something beyond glamour, movies, music and so fourth.

are you satisfied knowing that you'll die working only for you and whoever you're with but never did anything with your life? so you became a pop star, what affects the world since you became one? you made another person wanting to be one. but it doesn't help.

so you became a movie star, what in the world have you change? nothing! just made more kids do plastic surgery so they can look like movie stars.

so you became a business man who makes well over 50 grand a year by sitting on your ass. you sit in a desk and brag to people how good you got it. but nothing in the world changes and all you did was make more people greedy.

all of this and people still walks around thinking they have their life made. and yet, sadly.. this will probably go on. until mankind is dead. i don't want to die knowing that i had no affect in the world we live in. i want to die with a cause, not because of a car incident, or because i was too damn old or i had cancer. all the people who tried to change the world met their deaths but their names still carry on. martin lurther king, gandi, ghangis khan, napeleon, hitler, and so fourth.

are we just going to sit around knowing that you're not going to be rich or will ever be. are we going to just go to school and then the next day just work for a company and be a paper pusher for the rest of your life? are we just going to be a father and mother to the next child to be born and make him or her do the same thing we did as we grew up. another puppet?

.. think about what life you're going with now. if you have that will to break from the brainwash you have now. take a step and reveal yourself before you die just like another puppet.

i wrote all of this because this is how i feel. - jason

in today's society, it's not what you are or who you are
it's what can you do and how you do it that leave you with satisfaction in today's society. - by me =D