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Title: And So it Begins
Category: confused
Blog Entry: Well you would think after a year of putting up with so much bullshit it would all be over and I'd be living in peace... Or I would have just gone away and left the world.Guess what? I'm still here and the bullshit is still going on.How many lies can one person tell?Didn't think it would be this many.. Must be what they're made of.I'm just about ready to leave this school behind so I can get away from all of this.Ruined my life for a whole school year and still you haven't had enough. And please! Tell me how I talked shit about everyone last year when I wasn't even at school for almost a whole semester? Your lies don't even make sense!Spring Valley here I come? I don't know yet... As much as I would like to switch, I'd rather just stay here with my friends... But I need the fresh air and the peace.But I must say... This year... I'm happy to say I have the most amazing friends. They make me laugh no matter what and help me to keep my spirits up. And whenever I'm down, they help to bring me right back up. And I'm extremely thankful to you guys for everything you have done. You guys are what make everyday worth it.Now if only I had that "someone" to help with it. How is it, that fucking everyone has a boyfriend/girlfriend now?!?! Seriously.... How? I miss having that person... Are you them? Please do tell!Just come up to me and say... "Hi my name is_______. I've been waiting for a girl like you."I think I'm done venting... That wasn't even half of what I wanted to say or express but it helped a little.